2017

I have been going back and forth on whether or not I should do this post... Recently i feel like i've kinda lost the feels to write anything. And if i ever write something, it will be about the problems that i'm facing, which is most likely to be either about school or relationship. Also, i've been taking lesser and lesser photos which really kinda sucks... but i think it's because i just want to enjoy the moment more than be obsessed with taking photos?? But i also enjoy looking back at my photos and posts? Like some things are so stupid orrr some things just brings back alot of memories.

I looked back on my year and realised that ALOT has actually happened this year. In fact, it has been a very very long year. With alot of things happening. 

Started 2017 in Taiwan with the worms

 And it was the best

 trip

ever!!!!

We had so much good food and also loads and loads of fun!!! Honestly it's always good with them :)

I would say it has been a rather stressful year for me also, because of the stupid FYP which i remember hating on so much hahahahaha

But then graduation came which was pretty cool. 

I mean like anyone who was still studying will be like 'OH i can't wait to graduate' but once you actually graduate... It's not big of a deal and it also meant that i was officially schooless and jobless :')

For the rest of the year my life has been pretty mundane and tbh i have drifted from majority of my friends. Even friends I thought i'll have forever with...? That's really kinda sad. The only friend that I'm still in contact with and making the effort to meet up with is Jo..... and i wanted to post a picture of us but i realised we havent taken a photo together in a long time :') whuuuuut OH and also Ziying who i also dont have a photo with lmao

LOL this picture looks hideous but this is the only one i can find. And it was the last time that I clubbed for the year

I clubbed a total of 5 times this year, which as compared to last year, is so much lesser hahahahaa i was really horrible last year

I think the reason why my life has been pretty mundane this year is because I've met this boy whose life is also pretty mundane. He doesn't allow me to club alot, neither is he a very happening person who would go out alot. Like me, he likes to stay at home and do nothing. Only once in awhile we'll go to town for some Genki Sushi, or if there's any events then we'll pop by for awhile. But other than that, we can be quite a boring couple.

I would like to say that we spend way too much time together as a couple but that's to compensate for the time that we're gonna be away from each other. This year, I entered into my second serious relationship but i also entered into my second long-distance relationship. Like why do the people that i love have to leave me right :')

Like any other couple in LDR we skyped alot

But we also quarreled alot. Waaaay more than we did while he was still in SG. We barely fought while he was in SG. And if we did, we'll always meet the next day, hug it out and that's how we know everything is fine. But with LDR, that's hard and it really can get tough. Our worst fight was when we quarreled for everyday for about a week and it was really. horrible. 

And that was when I decided to fly over 2 months into our LDR. 

It was the first time I took an airplane all by myself. 

Even if it was just for 4 days, it was a good 4 days. 

Waited very patiently (or maybe not) for 3 weeks and then someone's back for Christmas and New Year!!

And then our plan for NYE is to just laze in bed :D

Sorry not sorry that this post ended up becoming a post more about my relationship than about my year but honestly my year has revolved around my relationship alot. As much as I hate to be saying this, the reason why I've stopped clubbing as much or drifted from my friends is because of him... hehe.

Thank you M for being a big part of my year.
Thank you for being so patient with me. (deffo not the easiest person to deal with)
Thank you for loving me.


There's so much to be excited about in 2018. First things first, i'm so excited to be starting school!!! I think I want to make more friends, and put myself out there more instead of always being anti-social and retreating into my 'cave' hahahaha.