Crazy?

Just a few hours ago, I had a fight with M.

Ok maybe not a fight, maybe it was just me being the old me -- Sensitive and crazy. 

We were on the way home and all he wanted to do was to send me home (all the way to my doorstep) but I got moody and started acting up. I told him, "It's either you send me home and come into my house or you don't send me home at all." 

Crazy? Yes I think that's the right word.

M decided to send me home regardless. Neither of us talked for the rest of the journey back home, until he requested to talk before I went up. And we were fine afterwards. But not me. 

All he wanted to do was to make sure that I reach home safely, why can't I just be happy that my boyfriend wants to do such stuff for me? Because i'm sure there are girls out there who would die for their boyfriends to do such stuff for them. It reminded me of my relationship with C. I wasn't happy and had lots of issues with the relationship even though he did nothing wrong. It's as if I was trying to create trouble out of nothing. It's as if I was trying to pick a fight even though there was nothing to quarrel about. I was described as crazy. Sounds familiar?

This is not the first 'fight' that me and M had. All of them started because of me. M is a super patient guy. Hardly ever throws his temper or get annoyed or angry. Super sweet and caring and just, nice. "I'm just worried if you go home alone.", "Babe I'd do anything for you, to ensure your safety." Not sure what I have done to deserve someone like him, but really really just want to be a better and less angst girlfriend :(

But the main question is, what's really wrong with me?

Am i really crazy?