POL-ITE'16 // 22nd Oct

Finally. Some time to sit down and process through all these thoughts in my mind. I've been wanting to do a post ever since 2 weeks ago but I've been so so busy running around, barely have enough time for myself.

I've been juggling between FYP, trainings, school and time with friends, so much till I've sacrificed the time for sleep and myself. And as the title suggests, this year's pol-ite is finally over.

This year's selection was very...dramatic. And hence I somehow made it into the main team. Definitely don't deserve to be in main team but I'm blessed to have these girls as my team mates, and being in the same team as Pam for straight three years

No medal this year but all 6 of us + Samuel made it into pol-ite this year!!! So happy and proud of all of them for training so hard and improving so much over the past year

I have so much reflection and thinking to do after this year's pol-ite. Did badly this year as compared to the previous two. Can't believe that even after two years I still can't get used to the stressful competition setting and still choke during my first few games. Shows just how weak I am mentally... which is not a surprise as I have always been one who gets emotional easily. Felt like crying so badly at the end of 6 games but even crying won't make be able to make me feel better.

But at least one thing that I am certain is my passion for this sport. It's still burning. I felt it in me even when I wasn't doing well during my 5th game.

How exactly can I get better?