19th

Before April ends and before I go take a nap on my usual Saturday afternoons, decided to do a short post on my 19th

Dinner at Bar Bar Black Sheep (which was pretty disappointing?!) and Sunday Folks (because she hasn't been there yet?!?!)

Thank you friend #shermie

Things may get harder from now onward but I promise I'll be here whenever you need me. Just promise me you won't disappear like how you did last year ya!?!?! D:

Then Sakae Sushi with these two at NP

Thank you for always making the effort to prank me every year

And as you can see, this year they pranked me by giving me Baygon and a cactus with shape of two balls and a penis lmao

I don't think I can ever forget about this cake. 

They surprised with me with a cake, which I thought was super cute and got super excited, so I asked Xinyu to help me take a picture with it. Right after that, I flipped the cake on the table.... So as you can see, the cream of my cake is gone on the right hand side lol good job me

And also dinner with this guy......

Welcome back into my life. 

Gonna have a belated birthday dinner with the guys later so I guess I'll just edit in the photos later!!

Stuffed myself with so much food and we were all super super full
Thank you so much guys!!!

Here's some thoughts that I had that I wanted to post on my Instagram but decided to do it here instead cause I didn't know how to phrase it. 

It has absolutely been a crazy year for me and I feel like I've truly lived like an actual 18 yo. I've always been afraid of being lonely and the fact that I don't have any siblings + don't have alot of friends made it worse. Hence I have always been thankful for these few people who have been by my side and celebrated this special day with me (including Jo, Xiaohui and Yihuey for spending Saturday night with me). But also because of this, I am so afraid of any one of them would just leave me all of a sudden.

Over the past year, I've grown to realise that I am ok with being alone, it is ok to be alone and I can survive being alone. I've definitely gotten stronger and as usual, I'm thankful for whatever that has happened in my life. 

A step closer to being an adult and honestly now that I'm living the office life I really don't want that to happen :( Gonna embrace my last '1' before it becomes a '2'!!!!