2015
Seriously, what have I been doing for the entire year??????????
So before I start this post I decided to go look at my comments for 2014 and expectations for 2015. If you're interested too,
But yeap. Looks like I was pretty excited for 2015.
First of all, 2015 was not as great as I expected it to be.
Second of all, this post is going to be tough as hell.
Third of all, I'm thankful for everything that happened in 2015.
Let's start
(by the way when I went back to my older posts I realise that some pictures are missing?? erm what the heck???)
2015 countdown at.... (omg I don't even know where we were).... central area to catch the fireworks
This year's CNY dinner over at C's house
Also took the chance to celebrate WZ's birthday and i remember how C's mum spoiled the surprise hahaha
BKK in Apr with bowling mates
Feel like the trip revealed a lot about people even though I didn't really interact with the them a lot during the trip...... let's just leave it at this hahaha
IG's Annual Dinner
The purpose of the dinner was to celebrate/get together with seniors who were graduating. The ironic thing was me and the girls didn't even bother to mingle or take any photos with the seniors lmao
Yeap, it was us and just us
Didn't really do much for this year's birthday except for a mini dinner
Favourite boys. Always will be, forever will be.
(lol @ hao's leg ahahaha)
Did a hell lot of crazy things to my hair last year but this year the only major change was chopping all the bleached ends off and keeping it brown! Kinda miss the long hair and the bleached ends and the coloured hair and kindaaaaaaaaa wanna do something to my hair again soon hehe
My first (and probably last) chance at leading a camp. I will always remember the days when we stayed at Warren till late to finish up our proposal :')
Thank you worms for spending more time with me when knowing that my life is in a mess....
(btw why are we always eating???)
And also my girls whom I spent most of 2015 with
From bowling camp
To trainings
And shopping and bowling competitions and so much more.
Can never be thankful enough for these two groups of company. Thank you both for having my back when I needed someone to support my decision, when I needed someone to tell me what I should know, when I needed someone to just rant to.
One of our few meet ups this year. Not sure what caused us to drift apart but I hope we will be stronger next year.
BKK for the second time this year with half of my wormies
The much more productive trip as compared to the previous one because me and Claud were too afraid to move around LOL
And then 2 weeks Europe trip!!! Probably the most exciting thing that happened to me in 2015
And from here onwards will be from my recent posts (if you've seen them)
POL-ITE 2015 which I didn't so well but meh
I know you're going through so much now but just know that I'll always be here to have your back, just like how I know you'll always have mine
(LOL @ the inverted ZoukOut)
For you as well babe. So glad i managed to spend a decent amount of time with you after your A lvls (finally) and before your work. You don't have the best luck with finding a nice guy but for the mean time I will be the nice guy that you need until your next one. And if you ever need someone to complete your '99 things to do', I'll be here *wink*
Last but not least
We drifted for a while during the first half of the year but super duper thankful to have you back in my life. You're always such a joy to be with and i'm so glad to have you at work with me hehe. I will always be here to listen to whatever you're dealing with and support you in whatever you decide to do!! Thank you for being my partner in everything! Love you bff
This year's Christmas was a little different...... and I'm just gonna leave it all at that for now.
No doubt it has been a roller coaster ride, but honestly, which year has not been a roller coaster ride for me? My rs with C was the reason why 2014 has been really good for me, and he was also the reason why I looked forward to 2015 that much.
Our rs got to a point where both of us just couldn't take it anymore. We broke up, contacted each other on and off afterwards, and then stopped contacting completely after awhile. And if you were to ask me, "How was life after he left?", I would say that no doubt it was hard at first. It was..... definitely more than hard. It was horrible, and I felt like dying so badly. Not only was he my boyfriend, he was also my best friend, my bowling partner, my drinking partner etc. I felt so handicapped.
But in the midst of recovering I've found back more important people, and the most important one of them would be myself. I've also learnt to love myself better. Probably one of the most valuable lesson ever.
It's a pity that things ended up this way between us because I really saw hope but I guess hope was what destroyed me.
Maybe i'm not ready to face you as a friend now, but I hope when the day comes that i am ready, you will answer that call and we'll be just like how we have imagined us as friends
And for the last time,
Thank you, for everything.
Here's to a good 2016 ^-^
Our rs got to a point where both of us just couldn't take it anymore. We broke up, contacted each other on and off afterwards, and then stopped contacting completely after awhile. And if you were to ask me, "How was life after he left?", I would say that no doubt it was hard at first. It was..... definitely more than hard. It was horrible, and I felt like dying so badly. Not only was he my boyfriend, he was also my best friend, my bowling partner, my drinking partner etc. I felt so handicapped.
But in the midst of recovering I've found back more important people, and the most important one of them would be myself. I've also learnt to love myself better. Probably one of the most valuable lesson ever.
Maybe i'm not ready to face you as a friend now, but I hope when the day comes that i am ready, you will answer that call and we'll be just like how we have imagined us as friends
And for the last time,
Thank you, for everything.
Here's to a good 2016 ^-^
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