Unfated

And I thought by being thankful to have that particular person in my life, that person would never leave

And I thought by cherishing every moment I have with that person, that person would never leave

And I thought by putting everything I have into that relationship, that person would never leave

I always thought fate would bring us back together, I always thought we were meant to be

I was wrong.

Maybe I just never thought that we would end up like this - Strangers. It sucks, it definitely sucks. Alot. But I guess right now all I can do is move on. I don't know how, I don't know how long I will take, I don't know if I can even do it. Because from 4 years ago till now, you have always been the one on my mind. Despite trying for numerous times, I've also failed for numerous times. You will always be a part of me. I will always feel this strong connection with you, and I hope it works the same with you too. 

I don't know if you will still follow this space, but if you do,

Thank you for being a great part of my life, Calvin.