You're all I need and it's never been clearer

Is it supposed to be a pattern, that the start to every month has to be bad??? Or am I cursed??? lol

But first, some major throwback

Pasarbella and steamboat at Geylang about a month ago

And chalet over at Sentosa, which caused quite a lot of drama and trouble....

Assembly Ground x Snoopy Cafe 

Reunited with my girl in sch x

Managed to get a silver in team event and 2nd runner up for overall women. Thankful for the people who were there to support and also both coaches, especially Coach Jerein.

And also to these people who made the extra trainings fun and bearable!

These two crazy girls mean so so much to me right now. Let's work hard for next year!!!!

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Today its just me and my bed, together with my overwhelming thoughts and feelings. Been feeling rather shitty these days. 

Feel like I've been too dependent on the same few people, and then they leave and I'm left hanging. 

More like angry at myself for letting people into my life than sad that they leave, because I'm not what they need and I will never be enough for them.

What exactly happened to us?

I miss you.