Hello October
I can't even emphasise how fucking bad the last few days of September was for me
It started an afternoon two days ago when I was supposed to meet up with a friend to go cafe hopping which I was super duper excited about but it failed and we didn't get to go in the end
And then later that night I changed my password and I keyed in the wrong password TWICE (one time for the password and another time to confirm my password)
And when I already got over the fact that it's a waste of time figure out what password I've typed in and I have to factory reset my phone, I can't because i need the password to reset my phone
I then missed my last bus home which I had no idea I could get any unluckier, because the bus was coming in 17 mins when I was walking to the bus stop which is a less than 5 mins walk?!?!
So I ended up taking a cab home, which by now you would think everything would be alright. Well right that's what I thought so until the taxi uncle made the wrong turning -_- bye bye money
Thankfully there's google (and the boy for googling), managed to reset my phone's password from my computer.
The next day I decided to hide under my blanket which was quite impossible since I had roll-off, which I did super badly for and I blame the crappy end to September. Not only was I sad and angry at my scores, I was angrier that I was feeling and caring so much for someone whom I've lost faith in.
Felt so shitty and I made the worse decision ever and drank the remaining of the baileys. Felt so bad and puked so much. Extremely disappointed in myself for turning to alcohol over such trivial matters. Once again thankful for the boy and Weihao for knowing that I wasn't feeling good, and making sure that I was okay.
And here I am sitting in bed, feeling hungover and ranting about my bad end to September.
What an end to September and start to October.
Not expecting anything good from this month, with POL-ITE in less than a month and also school starting in about 20 days.
But then again, Happy 3rd month to me and the boy. It has been a pretty good month for us tho, I must say. We've had so much more quality time together, and every moment spent with him is a good moment. :D x
I then missed my last bus home which I had no idea I could get any unluckier, because the bus was coming in 17 mins when I was walking to the bus stop which is a less than 5 mins walk?!?!
So I ended up taking a cab home, which by now you would think everything would be alright. Well right that's what I thought so until the taxi uncle made the wrong turning -_- bye bye money
Thankfully there's google (and the boy for googling), managed to reset my phone's password from my computer.
The next day I decided to hide under my blanket which was quite impossible since I had roll-off, which I did super badly for and I blame the crappy end to September. Not only was I sad and angry at my scores, I was angrier that I was feeling and caring so much for someone whom I've lost faith in.
Felt so shitty and I made the worse decision ever and drank the remaining of the baileys. Felt so bad and puked so much. Extremely disappointed in myself for turning to alcohol over such trivial matters. Once again thankful for the boy and Weihao for knowing that I wasn't feeling good, and making sure that I was okay.
And here I am sitting in bed, feeling hungover and ranting about my bad end to September.
What an end to September and start to October.
Not expecting anything good from this month, with POL-ITE in less than a month and also school starting in about 20 days.
But then again, Happy 3rd month to me and the boy. It has been a pretty good month for us tho, I must say. We've had so much more quality time together, and every moment spent with him is a good moment. :D x
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