Cherish

It was more than just shock. 

Its almost impossible to believe what I heard that moment. He is just a mutual friend, yet there's so much feelings going on. From now on, we won't be seeing him in school anymore. I feel sad, and I guess everyone is. It was so sudden, and so terrifying how he is gone just like this. And it hits me that we don't know when is it our turn, or maybe when something like this is going to happen again. I just can't imagine losing someone close to me, that they are suddenly gone.....

I don't know... so much feelings yet all of a sudden i just don't know how to express myself. its so hard to put these feelings to words. 

RIP.