rant rant rant

Hold on. ITS AUGUST ALREADY?!?!?! Holy fuck. It was just a week ago when people started welcoming July. Lol ok.............

Was about to start on my pile of homework and worksheet and revision paper but meh. Have been feeling so tired every single day even with 7h of sleep every day. Must be my sleep debt from Saturday T_T Ok so everybody have been like slapping me in the face with reality. 4 weeks of Aug, 4 weeks of Sept and 2 weeks of Oct, then olvls. YES I KNOW TIME IS RUNNING OUT but I just don't have the motivation to do anything. I can't push myself, there's no one to push me, and there's no one to motivate me. Previously I've asked my parents to push me but they just said they trust that I can push myself and they don't want to stress me. T_T I don't have the motivation to succeed... ~.~ 

First day of August didn't go as well as I expected. Everyone was in a bad mood so its a bad day. For me its just tired tired tired and tired. What's worst is dismissal time tmr is 3 on a Friday. r u srs huayi. What a way to end a horrible week. -__- Decided not to drink with the peeps tmr and just try to get myself into the studying mood lol ok. 

Enough of ranting because I feel irritating haha ok ok ok bye.