And you know my heart by heart

This week was a really bad week with prelims and stuff

So this was how we started our bad week. 

Tried to drink and study at the same time LOL it actually worked because I could concentrate better??? Too bad there wasn't enough time to finish studying. 

Then was the release of Almost Was Never Enough's music video. Got so addicted to the song i think i've repeated it for more than 50 times lol. 

And thanks to that song (its one of the soundtracks), i watched The Mortal Instruments, City of Bones. 

Super awesome movie, don't regret at all. I love that movie so much i think i don't mind spending $8.50 watching it again. Its like my type of movie, a mixture of romance and action, or maybe just romance. And especially if the male and female character are couple in real life, like omg. Then i went home and watched Dear John (which is like a romance show too). I'm a hopeless romantic, period.

I don't get how can someone even look this charming with nose piercings and long hair?? I mean i really use to detest guys with long hair A LOT until him. GAHHHHHH.

Featuring my best buddy, who can one moment look so cute and angelic,

and look like idk what another moment. (I'M SORRY HAO GE don't worry you look so awesome and i still love u k hehe)

 Dad invited both of them to have dinner with us @ Singapore Seafood Republic. So here we are~ (kinda had difficulty taking this picture. he's short and i'm like even short. ._.)

What a week. 

Feel hopeless, feel worthless, feel insecure, feel weak, feel unimportant.

But i guess its ok because i just have to get used to it. Its ok because i am stronger than this. At the end of the day, everyone leaves. At the end of the day, I will be the only one fighting this war, alone. At the end of the day, its us me, against the world. 

"It’s like you’re screaming but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. And when it’s over and it’s gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so you can have the good."