Dumb.

Hey.

Yeap its been long. 

Have been wanting to blog many times but I think I kinda forgotten how to express myself or just...put my feelings into words? Have even thought of privating this space or even deleting it. Still considering though hmmmm.

3rd week of June. Maybe I should do a little update about everything.

• Still coping well with school work, but my mye sucked, as usual. When does it not suck?
• So many people have been coming over to my house. Electrician, painter and others. So far the lights have been changed, gonna paint my entire house next week. So hyped for a better looking house hehe.
• Furniture for my room have been bought. Just waiting for my room to be painted and then tadaaaaaaa!!!! F I N A L L Y 
• The haze was pretty bad yesterday, and now its rising again. The weather is super bad and hot too. Both just make me want to on the air conditioner and stay in the room. 
• My tummy cramp is super terrible this month and today I've just been lying on my bed all day, feeling so sick. Urghhh D:
• Feel like hiding in my turtle shell this holiday. 

I feel that I have this weird thing with Pudding. She doesn't reply me when I talk her, she doesn't come to me when I call her. But it feels like she knows it when I'm just sad or tired. And then she hops over to me and fools around with me. (But she stills humps my leg and...its disgusting)

So tired of being happy. The other time I blogged about me being happy and blah and next I'm like emo shit. My happiness just doesn't last. D: At the same time I'm so tired of being sad. Being sad sucks. Being sad over stuffs that only I seem to care about sucks even more. Bad habit that I can't get rid of.

 Meh, sucks to be me.