"All I want is the taste that your lips allow"

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh why is starting a post so difficult. Have been trying to blog but........i can't find the right things to blog about. Does anyone get me? lol. 

Us on valentine's day.

and me on Sunday.

Ok. Last match today, guess its time to settle down my school work. Can you even believe I'm taking my o's in 8 months gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh k k k. Problem is I don't have the motivation......... lol nothing sucks more when self encouragement and motivation doesn't work anymore. 

Life is just getting bad. Urgh. Life y u do this to me? Buuuuuut, i believe that everything happens for a reason. How ironic cause I can't figure out the reason. Feeling so sucky every single morning. Don't even want to wake up. Can I sleep forever? Because a brand new day means another day for bad things to happen, another day for me to fake more smiles, another day for me to deal with. What's worse is when these problems are problems that can't be solved that easily....haha fuck man.  

The tides are getting higher, waves are getting stronger, and I feel like I'm about to drown soon.