Still alive but I'm barely breathing.

Yoohoo. 

Wanted to do an update yesterday but didn't have the time to. Homework piling up plus I was super duper tired after the match yesterday. Oh the match. Lol team mates were so embarrassed about the score but I don't see what's so embarrassing...? O: But our score was epic. 51-1. And of course, we are the 1. Oh well what to expect from a netball team with no experience no coach no money. Fucking school thinks that netball is a no future CCA. If so, why not just disband netball? Lol.

 Anyway, next match's on Monday, v.s. Hillgrove and heard that they've improved quite a lot. I predict a 40-2 

People around me have been pissing me off like a lot. Was hesitating whether I should rant here but. Man who cares. So. How to trust when the people around are so hard to trust? A closest friend can easily be a two-faced bitch and just back stab you right there. Do not think that I have no idea what is happening behind my back. :-) Does true friends still exist? Cause it feels like everyone is the same. Or is it just me being like this ._. Ok to be honest I've been getting really fed up with all my friends Dude.............................. i think its just me. Its like nobody ever understands me. Drifting from people whom I love because I've changed and so damn different compared to who I used to be. And yet I only realise it now. Uhhhh self contradicting cause I hate changes and I'm the one changing. Ok. And l o l at the girls who try to be a third party in a relationship, who try to flirt with the guy. Girl, look who's the third party here now. Get your status right and just go away.

Every time I come here, its either a ranting post or a emo post or a rubbish post. When can all these stop???? 

Another long Friday tomorrow. School>CIP>Netball>Tuition. Kill me. Bye.