If I were a boy.

Drink. Cry. More drinking. More crying. Continue drinking. Continue crying. Wahahaha did something mad and swear everything i said and felt was true. haha. What to do next? Cry again? No, fuck no. Miss having you to give me a tight hug when I cried. And what sucks is knowing that it will never happen again. I don't only miss the memories, but also the guy that contributed most to the memories. Stubborn guy. So silly. Sucks when one moment I'm like, "yay haha i finally got over you bastard" and then another moment i'm like "fucking hell i miss you so much wish u were here with me no matter how much you have hurt me". And right now i miss you so much but there's nothing that I can do........................... Girls are just that stubborn...... No matter how much a guy has hurt a girl, no matter how much he scolds her, no matter how uncaring how stubborn how an asshole he is, she will still love him, unconditionally.