Walk away.

Depressed girl is me because I'm dumb. Thought I would be okay after a night of sleep but no T_T I'm sorry to constantly have to show my soft side here sigh.

I thought he was different. I thought I was important. I thought I meant something to him. I thought he was feeling what I was feeling. I thought this was a new beginning. I thought he was my new definition of 'happiness'. I thought I could trust him. I thought I could believe him and all the promises he made. I thought by cherishing him, it would work. I thought by telling him everything I felt, it would work. I didn't mind him being weird. I didn't mind him being different. I didn't mind his flaws. Because I love how weird he is, how different he is and I love his flaws. 

All the sweet talks. All the promises. All the memories. Everything felt so real. Am I really that bad? Am I really that unlike-able? Am I really that dumb, to be fooled? Is it wrong to trust? Is it wrong to believe in promises? Is it wrong to expect things to turn out the way I want it to? Is it wrong to be happy just for a little moment? 

What's next?