sick and tired of you appearing in my dreams, sick and tired of looking at random passer-bys who look like you, sick and tired of trying to feel fine, sick and tired of missing you, sick and tired of smiling even though i'm not feeling fine, sick and tired of caring about what others think about me, sick and tired of being so stupid, sick and tired of my fucking trust issues, sick and tired of studying so hard every single day, sick and tired not being able to understand to what the teacher is teaching, sick and tired of getting my hopes high for nothing, sick and tired of getting disappointed over and over again, sick and tired of my fucking tiring life. 

i.am.so.tired.