why is so so hard for me to forget you, so hard to forget the person i cried so much, so hard to forget that one person who done so much damage to me, so hard to move on, so hard to forget everything between us, so hard to forget how much you loved me, so hard to believe that all of this is reality, so hard to keep myself happy, so hard to watch you be happy from a distance and at the same time be happy for you too? 

i guess its just because you were the one who kept me going even when i'm at the lowest point of my life.