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HEY YOOOOOO.

how's your week? (-:

well mine has been sucky. like really sucky. ever since february started. 

and yes ive been trying to update my blog ever since 1st feb but.................... there's this compo that i need to complete. i've been stuck on this compo for 2 days, which is wed and thurs, and still no inspiration came to me............ ;_; 

like i've said. febuary has been sucky and UNLUCKY. school work has been stressing me a lot and i don't know what i've done but unlucky things just keeps happening to me. i saw people that i shouldn't see, know people that i shouldn't know, got into so much trouble and mistakes. my temper is getting worse and feelings are starting to tumble down. yesterday, i almost quarrelled with someone. yes i admit that its my fault for giving him attitude, but he gave me his word. how can he just forget what he said the night before? i didn't want to quarrel, so i went onto twitter. and guess what he said? he told me not to indirect tweet to him. i was just trying to avoid quarrelling because he was really important to me and boom. this happened. so tell me what am i supposed to do? just hoping that the rest of february won't be sucky. 

nights alone made me realise that moving on wasn't easy at all. especially when the other party is happily enjoying his life with his partner while you're still stuck here. and here comes the painful part. "no, this is not what i wanted. this was not suppose to happen to us, neither was our relationship supposed to end. we were supposed to grow up together, get married, have kids, enjoy life and grow old together. what happened to us? oh how i wish you're here right beside me. life is so meaningless without you. i miss you." sucks when you have this kind of thinking when you're on your bed, waiting to fall asleep. cause these thinkings just slow down the process of falling asleep and you might just end up being wide awake.

sounds familiar? 

oh well. this post ended up to be a lil ranting post hehe. and as i've said like long time ago, my 30 day challenge! 

day 1 - Some basic facts about me.

i've done this before.......................... ok whatever.

1) I LOVE THE WANTED A LOT!!!!!! :D x

2) in my opinion, i think my clique is still the best. and among them, Hannah is the best of the best. but i still love them equally x

3) secondly, i'm a REALLY IMPATIENT PERSON. don't expect me to wait, unless you are super super important, i'm willing to wait. 

4) i hate people who break promises. i mean like, cannot keep your promise then keep your mouth shut.

 5) i regret not studying hard for my PSLE, fooling around like nobody's business, and getting into huayi. 

6) I HATE PEOPLE WHO SPAM MY INBOX. if i didn't reply, means i don't want to reply you. there's no need to spam me. -_______-

7) i've learnt not to trust and rely on others.

8) my phone's current ringtone is Warzone, and message tone is Angel. ok this is random lol.

8) my life is a total joke. 

that's all that i can think of now............

hahahahaha ok vamp diaries ep 13 is finally out. i've been waiting for like asdfghjkl days and yeah. xD time to bathe and yupppppppp. toodles!!