holding out for a hero.

harlow. back from watching Footloose. This show is more of line dance, not those hip hop type. and for the whole show there's like only.. 3-4 dance scenes? i rate it 7/10. this can't be compared to Step Up. Step Up is so much more better than this. 

went pool with yongxiang maocheng and xavier before that. skills kinda deproved cause i havent been playing for quite a long time :/ and then went to arcade, and played some game likea no life. its something like that fishing game, except i didnt play the fish one. 

blasting music now. kinda pissed with mum and some people. -____- urgh irritating people seriously.

sorry i'm not as perfect as her, sorry i can't be as pretty as her, sorry for always screwing things up, sorry i can't be the girl that you want, sorry for always making you worry about me. sorry i can't be a better girl. don't you find 'sorry' very familiar? its the word that i've been constantly using. its the word that i've overused. its the word that i used even though it was unnecessary, when it was not even my fault. all i ever wanted was to keep this relationship going. maybe i was the silly one, thinking that whatever you said was true. don't worry about me, because i told myself that i will be happy. truly happy, not temporary, but permanent happy, without the hep of anyone. i saw this online, "Anyone can be happy as long as they want to be." of course, being happy doesn't mean i have to stop loving you. anyone going through this should know what i mean. (': 

ok so sorry for the real wordy and emo post.. ;x i promise there will be lesser of these. :P hear my blogsong? Holding Out For a Hero. its a song from Footloose. find it really nice and i cant stop replaying it~

shall go bathe now bye ^^