when you're confused, yet you have no one to confide to. you really want to tell him everything, but you're afraid that he ignores you and don't give a damn. when you're crying yet you can't do anything about it. when you try really hard to forget him but you can't. when you want to sleep yet those tears can't stop flowing out. when memories haunt you. when you're just so hopeless. when you cry over him for nights and weeks. when life without him is hell. when days feel like years. when you realise you can't live without him. when you're not used to living without him. when you really love him. when you really want him back.