silly me.

here, are two different roads. these two roads of course, both lead to different places. someone told me, its me choice to choose which road i want to go. its either i continue loving him, remembering him, or i let go of him, and forget him. how i wish i can take the second road. but its not that i dont want. its really.. very very hard. all those memories, all those things that we went through together, all those happy moments.. how can i forget them so easily? constantly telling myself everyday, "cheer up jamie. stop thinking about him." it's not working at all. maybe im just being silly. thinking that forever really exists. fuck. it ain't true at all..