trust. have someone ever thought how important it is? trust. its believing and having faith in someone. trust. its the key thing in relationships and friendships. without it, everything will be like, *poof* trust. its hard to trust someone back after losing all your trust in that person, because of something that he/she has done. trust. its something that needs to be built, slowly, day by day, through experiences. to me, its useless. after what everyone has done to me, betraying, and lying. and because of these people, i no longer trust people, i no longer believe in 'best friends'. breaking down because of betrayals and lies, im really tired of these shits. i dont wanna be hurt over and over again. me. im someone who cries easily, someone who cries when there's friendship problems. thus, to prevent myself from being that weak girl, i have to stop believing in 'best friends'.

k, enough of emoing~ so many unhappy things happen today. yeah. all my fault. dont want anything of these to happen again xx. *prays* but, despite all these things, this stupid boy of mine still managed to make me smile :D while reading his blog post, its like -> smile, smile more, smile hard, cry. LOL. i know i abit sot luh :/ 

received class tee today! half half satisfied. dont really like the colour combination but... thanks to the girls in my class who took the initiative to do the class tee (: and xi an people coming tmrw! hope everything goes well for me tmrw, and hopes everything goes well for him today! LOL sounds abit weird, but yeah! :D shall go sleep now, to prevent someone from nagging . kbye ~.~