hate you, 2011.

2011, i hate you. everything is so screwed. so much of crying, so much of heartaches, so much of pain, so much of torture, so much of suffering. hate my life max. just let me gnd sua. god, are you really going to let me see him just walk away like this ? why are you so cruel oh )': less than 3 months with him. i really want to go to every part of singapore with him, spend all my time with him, create memories with him. even though i know memories will be the ones that hurt the most when he's gone, but it's worth it. from now on, i will cherish every single bit of time with him. even if it's just 1 minute, or even 30 secs.

love you my dear.