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hellooooooooooooooo i'm back from mia yeah (: wanted to post yesterday but blogger not loading so not my prob liao k ;x holidays are here, like finally. but no holiday for me, cause i have to chiong on hw ):

last night was really horrible, i swear. was texting bby so happily at first, and then boom, it's like all of a sudden, things went so wrong. idk what happened too, but i was crying like shit. mum saw me crying, and both parents came over and asked my what happened. ofc i didnt told them, but i told them to get out of the room. but they didnt. i know they care for me blah blah blah, but this is really my problem can anot. there is such thing as my problem, so dont assume that everything will be our problem. and that night, mum stayed up just to watch me use the computer. really dont know what she want. so just shut the computer and went to sleep. and i swear i heard her crying. damn it. if i cry 1 time she already like this, then the fact is i cry so many time liao, how will she react zzz -_- i spammed him, alot and alot and alot of messages. until i really dont know what to say, cause all the things will be the same, and i already say them before le. so yeah idk what is happening now k.

that's all for my half wordy post, and my horrible night. gonna stay at home and chiong homework yeah. will be more active on twitter, @jamieyappyxzc . kbye.