i know , i was never important to you . what's the point of making myself the irritating bug ? i guess i'll have no one to confide to now . i always thought , i was important to you . but now i finally know what's the truth . typing this , as tears roll down , i thought about the pasts we had . i hate them . why was i so foolish in the first place , to put you the top in my heart ? i was so wrong , just so wrong .