seriously , Fuck My Life k . my comp's lagging , and i seriously have no mood . no mood to do homework , no mood for spamming , no mood for everything . spam , and they're like so dead , except for yuxin . i'm trying , i'm really trying to be high , to be happy , to stop thinking , to stop worrying , to stop everything . but its just that feeling between me and you again . its making me feel so sick . i just want everything to stop , at that time when we're so happy . i don't feel like doing anything now . fucked up , really .

11.11 , i wish i can die now .
and we're not the perfect two anymore .