MERRY XMAS peepos! Muwhaahaas. Woke up at 9am and planned to go JP with Alichel,Miaoling,Zarni,Jason and Daniel. Sms-ed Alichel and told her tht I'm going. Left house at 12pm. 187 came. Then suddenly someone like say 'Hi' to me. Shocked. See better,so Zarni was the one. Got up the bus and saw Jason,Zarni and Daniel there. Didnt expect to see them nia. Sat beside Zarni .____. Reach lerhs then go mac slack. Waited for Alichel and Miaoling to come. So late nia. LOLS. After tht was 'arguing' on where to go. Ended up in Safra. The boys chiong-ed to lan. Then we nothing to do. Slack,slack,slack. Alichel was like angry? o.o They promise they wun go lan de lo,but in the end still go. -.-Went JP to shop. Wee~ Hahs. Went to alot of places luhhs. Then went mac slack again. We were emo-ing/slack-ing. Hehs. Slacked there for abt 45mins nia. Without buying anything to eat. Lucky nvr get chased away :D Bus-ed home aft tht.

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I'm currently waiting for JiaXing/YanYi's call. Dunno who will call first lehhs. Whahaaaas. Go wait for their calls lerhs. Byees.

Somehow, I resisted the temptation to tell Alichel and Miaoling abt what happened.

You dun wan me to say,liddat you making me suffer.

You know marhhs? I really dun wan to lie/keep any secrets from my deardear friends.

31Dec,Its coming soon. Its gonna end this relationship.

I really cant bear to let you go,although I know its impossible.

You said being in different schools is very hard.

Thts the reason why you wanted to end this relationship.

They say tht they dun like you,or you are just so bad.

I wanted to tell them tht you are a perfect guy.

But I just cant. I just want to keep this realationship as long as possible.

Once bitten,twice shy. I'm not like tht. I know tht I'm gonna suffer again.

I regretted accpeting you,right from the start.

If I could rewind the time,I would not have said tht to you,in the very first place.

All the tears/blood shed for you,I can just say,is worth it.

I really dun mind shedding more of it for you.

Wasting my tears for you,although I know tht it wun change your mind.

I really hate myself,for saying tht to you.